Ít's been a long while since I had my last talk with my best friend, we shall call John. John works as a computer engineer in sSweden. I met him in facebook, a worldwide social utility. He opened up chat box with me and we became best friends since then.
Last Sunday, we talked to each other once again after such a long time, saying "hello's" and "how-are-you's". And I thought he forgotten about me, but he didn't. We were talking about our friends and came to the point that he said what he liked about a girl. He said he wanted someone like me. I thought it was so sweet of him to say that. So, anyway, I asked him if he had a girlfriend and he said yes, but then he managed to say, "but I like you as well..." I wonder what he meant by like. Like as in you're my best friend, or like as in, like-like?
After last Sunday, we had another chat this past Monday. He opened up and said, "I left my girlfriend forever.." I was shocked. I asked he if he was okay, and he said he was. It seemed like he actually wanted to break up with her, well, I don't really know. Anyway, he asked me then if he could come to the Philippines, and I answered, "yes, of course you can.." I was surprised of what he said next, "I will come to Philippines, only for you." I couldn't answer after that.
Our last chat was yesterday. I asked him what he wanted for his 21st bday which is just a month to go. He answered a simple phrase: a best friend. I asked him if he hadn't have a best friend back in Sweden or in Pakistan, his home country. He said he only has one best friend. His next words were warmth that embraced me, "I only have one best friend...Ana"
Saturday, January 15, 2011
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Sunday, January 9, 2011
What is the L-word?
Loan, lottery, loot; there so many words that start L, but today I'll focus on the simplest yet complicated word: LOVE.
Let's start with what girls talk about most. A dream guy. Hmm..every girl must have one. For me, I'd normally wish for a guy with a height that runs up to six feet tall, a pair of long-lashed emereld-green eyes, a well sculptured nose, a simple nice guy look and a loving heart. You might have youré own perspectives, as well as the guys, but what's the use of all those things if he can't hold your hand forever?
Love shouldn't be taken for granted. It is a an endless river that will continue to flow until one of you is gone. It is something we can never expect to come. We look for the right one, checking out guys/girls with beautiful faces, sometimes not realizing that what we've been lookng for was just beside us, waiting for us to look back. We keep on looking for love, when we should just let it find us. We sometimes come up to the person we like and confess our feelings, we even get upset if they turned us down, but you know what? Sometimes it's better to be turned down than to keep waiting for a big, fat nothing. It's easy to say "I love you" but hard to keep it as a truth. It's also the same as saying "I hate you" though you still care. Love can be very ironic, but it's irony helps us learn what it truly means to love.
Don't look for the perfect person, just the right one. And don't look for love, let it lead it's way to you. Simple things are easier when left alone, we are the only ones who make it complicated.
P.S. Love isn't only about your other half, but rather it can be the love of one's parents, family, friends and a FATHER.
-I'm Addicted to Zero Kiryuu-
You might be wondering what my dream guy is like, well this video will tell you everything you need^^
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